Jordan's story

January 06, 2007 is a day that changed our lives forever! Once we were at the hospital, I realized something was wrong. But I thought it was with me. The protein in my urine was high, suggesting kidney failure, severe back pain (I thought I was in labor- what do I know?) Jordan's heart rate was good. They do an amnio(can't remember why?) suddenly her heart beat is gone! Augh, the fear and anxiety was thick in the room. Everyone started shouting and moving so fast. My doctor tells me, we are going in for emergency c- section (he actually explained it as' crash and splash'-Wow!) Next thing I know, I am starting to come to, trying to comprehend the words that no mother wants to hear. My baby is stillborn...NO NO! why Lord?!!! Needless to say, I have gone through my phases of doubt in my faith. When words of comfort sound like BLAH BA-Blah!

Wow, I thought I was ready to tell Jordan's story. Maybe later...