Jordan's Story Part 2

So, I thank God, for the chance to hold my baby, to rock her, to sing and to read to her. It was 19 days later, when I got to see my baby again. January 25, 2007, at the funeral home. JB and I had an hour with Jordan, all alone. I will never forget that day, I am not gonna lie- I was scared! not sure what she would look like. They handed my angel to me, so beautiful and pink, wrapped in her fuzzy blanket, w/ her white satin bonnet on. Oh Lord, give me strength! As I write this, I feel that heart exploding grief come over me. I am raw, trying to heal. Her baby Bible, signed by her Daddy and me- "Eternal Love" that says it all.
One step at a time- I'll try again later.